Me

Don't know what's wrong with me..

2010-03-19T02:10:00.004+08:00

I am alone in my room. I couldn't sleep. When i sleeps, nightmares start to crawl over me. I realized there is something wrong with me nowadays. Or, am i thinking too much? Or, am i freaking stress? I start to lost myself.. or, being overwhelm by? This is the first time that i am feeling so scared.. But why am i feeling this way? I feel that time is moving so fast.. How i wished i could stop myself from thinking.. at least for now..
I must be crazy or what.. stop stop stop.......

Break! =)

2010-03-16T00:54:00.021+08:00

Finally!

I can finally take a deep breathe~
DON'T EVER WANT TO HEAR ABOUT SP2.. AT LEAST, FOR NOW! =)

Yesterday, Sunday went out with parents and old neighbours, they gave us a ride to suntec IT fair show and shopping!It was so crowded that i almost couldn't breathe! Didn't get those items i want =(

On the 12th Mar, meet up with jes. First, we went to city hall near funan have my favorite chicken rice.. And we went to maestro guitar store @ penisular plaza to ask more about my guitar and the latest guitar. I bought 3 picks.. realized one is good enough =) Jes said i asked
a lot............. haha.. Pai seh.. That is part of my characteristics! =P After which, we went ahead to suntec It fair show.. I really dislike people who force people to receive the brochures =/ not until there was this person, kept tapping on my shoulder, i nearly wanted to hit that person and said, excuse me.. it was Keith my cello mates. lols. He worked over there~ (-_-)|||

Me and jess couldn't find what we want and therefore we went to far east shop for her clothes. =)
We walked very long..walked til 313 somerset and there was this 1 guy who stopped us to ask survey.. Lols. He asked, ''what am i doing now'' i said: '' Shopping..'' Haha.. actually he is trying to say what am i doing now as a person.. like working, studying.. Jess said i am trying to be funny~ (-_-)|||
We went to heren.. nothing much to shop and we walked further down to dolby gaught.. I bought dark mocha from star bucks shoik! Its been a long time since i drank dark mocha my favorite! especially when i am getting tired..

On the 9th Mar, meet up with Jas, Jes & Fad. Real hard to organise the meeting as everyone was very busy with our own work. I am the one who is going to organise another outing.. this time have to ask jason, Papa bear, jia zhi and jun hong.. Since we said to go out together during last year.. Damn difficult to organise! =x

RAWRR!!!!!!

Pressed..

Catch..

Dropped!

Here it goes! =)

Mummy & Scooby doo!

My new slippers! Bought at royal house sporting.. XD

Jess @ far east with me having deserts..

Look nice Green tea slice.. but, no taste =(

Outside 313 somerset..

I love the way it is..

Place where the guy stopped us for a survey~

Chicken Dao xiao mian for 6 bucks @ 313 somerset food court.. share with jes =P

Fried shui jiao! Damn nice!

Jas & Me

Me, Fad, Jes

WTH am i doing?

Who is this? Les? Hahas.. =P

Fad & jes

Walking into secret recipe~

Hey! what you doing with my wallet!

Hey hey.. Bu shuang ar?

Don't try the cuppucino cheesecake..I don't like as it doesn't taste like cheese.. more to coffee. =(

Sexy looking? hahas

Wana fight huh?

See my power!

Fad bully me! ToT

Jump!

Ahh! Monster!

Compare whose feet bigger?

Night scene at singapore river..

I realized there was this middle finger pointing below is a word Ji.. Lols.. At the buildings..
Imaginations...

Jazz @ esplanade..

Home sweet home!

I am sooo tired after reaching home from school.. yea.. Today was a fruitful day for me, Chen lao shi say i improve a lot from cello.. She told me to play it even louder.. yea.. Put all my emotions into it? HaHA.. She asked me whether i wanted to take up cello exams.. starting grade 6? Omg.. Truely speaking, i have no confidence but i will go for it when i am ready =)

I got to play my guitar before sleeps.. zangzang~~

I hate Lizard! =(

2010-02-08T00:36:00.002+08:00

I dislike using HATE this word.. but this time i have to say : " I HATE LIZARDS! " =(
That time it is was sleeping beside me without me knowing.. now it suddenly appear behind my laptop bag.. speed was so fast that it just disappear in my room in a second. BUT i know it is still around in a corner of my room.. Hope it will faster come out and i will catch him alive and throw him outside of my room.. T o T Don't like him to scare me.. so black and big.. ARRGH!

Haven't buy new year clothes.. This year clothes are so dread.. boring.. it looks like the same..
Hopefully by this week can grab something i like =)

Tomorrow early in the morning meeting Yi Ling to school to email Andrew.. After which bring her go buy Fancy paper and print her Typo Name card.. surprisingly she haven't pass up =x
Hope i can be a help to her. =)

WHat ever i want to say

2010-01-30T02:30:00.010+08:00

Me n Peizhen went to MOF having ice cream after my work! What a good colour combination=) The green one taste more nicer!=P

Me eating new york cheesecake at starbucks.. honestly speaking. their standards of making cakes have drop down=(

Pics we took b4 hui yan go tekong..

blur yet it loook nice!

At Orchard central.. Food paradise!

My fave pic of all..

emilie feed me !

Act cute.. haha..

Guess how much?? 7plus for a cake..

sour somemore!=x

Went to wei mei shop..

i feel so happy after knowing usha..

see she is so obedient..

KISS~

Wei mei & Me!

My fave mushroom soup is only at breeks cafe..

actually wanted ice cafe mocha.. i change to latte..

Tif & Me.. She is teaching..

This is the apple!

USA APPLE! haha..

2010-01-30T02:30:00.002+08:00

ARRGH!! Damn pissed off by .......................................................................!!

thanks to my little candy who manage to make me smile through MSN.. Haha..
Some one nice bought me a REAL BELATED BD PRESENT FOR ME! its an APPLE! from USA..
lols.. can't bear to eat.. =x Im so happy that someone do remembers me wor..

Everything will be fine! Tomorrow is a brand new day! Whee!! XD

Everyday seeems to be my birthday! =)

2010-01-10T13:24:00.013+08:00

Where shall i start with? Lols.
I was down with flu an cough after NYP open house. Perhaps i had not getting enough sleep and food.. BUT i wanted to post up some pics which were memorable to me.. Let me count.. 1, 2,3,4,5,... This year i received 5 birthday cakes.. Whee! XD

1st cake from Poly classmates group 4 -Shermaine, Candy, Sher Hui, Jac,Jiunn,Dom,Hoshi and Merlin. 2nd cake from Seniors Pei Zhen, Hui Yan and Anthony.3rd is from my beloved Vian mei. 4th which was yesterday from my Cello mates, last but not least was my dearest best friends Chiu and Via.. I wonder there still more coming? ops=X Haha.

Before posting up pictures, I am very thankful to everyone ,those who still remembers me..
This 2010 year is really a good start ahead for me! Love you all! Muacks!

Via & Chiu are so sweet=) They made a certificate for me! Touch to tears! ToT

Necklace from Via to me.. I like the combination of it! Thanks Via! =D I will wear it often =)

This one was from Chiu to me. At 1st i thought it was a saving box as her letter says hope it can help me save money..

It is a LUNCH BOX! =X Thou i don't like pink but i love it a lot. I have always wanted to bring some snacks along wth me but i do not have any containers with me =( so .. Don't u say u can't buy ex present for me ok? Its your heart that counts! Thank u Chiu!! Hopefully it can help me save money in several ways.=)

Cute right? 1st time i see a luch box with many departments.. Whee! XD

Love letters from Chiu and Via.. I promise you girls that i will try to get some time to relax and rest.. Don't worry about me!

Ops! =x This pic was not rotated properly. Haha. BB cream from Pei Zhen, Hui Yan and Anthony. I have tried to apply result quite good=) especially during make up time.

The blue in coloured dress was from Candyce to me while the black in coloured stripes dress was from cello mates. Thou i never encounter any thoughts i will wear any of these but i will wear it becos its u all specially choose for me.. Thank you all!

This Disney land keychain bought from Hong Kong was frm Qi to me! She was also my best fren since prmary school. Thou we hardly met each other but we still do remember each other bd.. =P

Ear stud and Apple necklace from YJ to me. =)

So small.. but i like the purple crystal in it. No worries i will wear it bcos its Apple! Me! -_-

Chocolate from Tiff to me.. I am sick can't eat any heaty stuffs. Sian!! =( Shall share it with family or friends =)

Me and YJ, Tiff went to Thai xpress for food and drinks! SOft shell crab was delicious!

I choosed Phat Thai.. something like Fried Hor Fan =P

Avocado ordered by me as its good for skin complexion! =)

What a huge cake from Cello mates to me! I realized i have been receiving a lot of strawberry cakes. People thought o love strawberry the most actually i have no preferences. As long its healthy=)

I couldn't finished all ~

Cello Senior- Charles peeled prawns for me.. Esmond got crab meat for me.. Actually got more pics for steamboat and a video clip where they all sang me birthday songs in 5 languges.. But file was corrupted=(

What a cute piggy.. Now i can put sweets and choco inside.. Whee! From Vian Mei to me!

By right this picture have 4 person but my senior, Anthony was wearing Air force uniform so can't took picture of him.

I was blowing 1 candle! Lols. Im only ten year old =X

Why did i smile so weird? Haha.

Dom was not inside the pic as he was rushing of with something.I never get hold of the rest of my bd pics. So this is the only 1 =X

Real tired man! I shall sign off from here! Gtg finish my typo after a quick nap=)

I feel so happy and tired today! Whee=)

2010-01-08T01:43:00.003+08:00

I know is kind of late but.. HAPPY NEW 2010 YEAR! =)
I have so much things to update yet i have is only this small little time. =(
My birthday passed few days ago but people out there are still celebrating my belated birthday..I am so touch!! Thank you all my dearest friends as for the past 19 years, i never had this nice feelings before.. i have never felt i am important.. Thanks for treasuring my presence! =)
I will post those photos once i got settle down with my working stuffs by this week i think.

Ijust came back home from school.. Doing AVP project with Wei Mei and Shili.. We have no train to go back.. luckily her bro came to fetch us.. How nice was he! He even brought us to coffee shop to eat supper before went back home. WE KEPT CHATTING NON-STOP in car! LOLS.. super high..

I tell you.. It was scary to take life alone beause the lights in the lift kept blinking. It was spoil so i went to press lift to 16 and wait for another lift=S

I got a big scolding from parents as they don't believe that i am doing project so late. coincidence my hp no battery they thought i purposely off it. Mother hit my head for coming home so late. They don't really understand.. Sian. Scold whatever the want lor.. I also don't care..
I am super busy!!!! I have 5 modules, outside working, cca,open hse student leader, friends.. no time eat or sleep even i have, everything is so rushed.. when can i exactly get enough sleep ? At least a normal one?

Now i am also using my working time(Typography work) to blog! All i wanted is to vent out my frustration=) Yea!! Whoo! Whee XD

I LOVE TODAY'S TOUR GUIDE OPEN HSE! Meet students that are so entertaining. Met new friends. =)
AWH.. soo many things to share.. but...
i only can update my happenings after some time. I got to start my work right now !

Kambateh~

Don't feel good today at all =(

2009-12-09T23:26:00.002+08:00

Today was a bad day for me. DMS practical lesson thou was quite alright but failed to met some criteria. Most of my friends were being reprimanded by Mr Andrew. For the reason we are being late for class after break, that included me. Lols.

Of course, this wasn't the most bad thing i encountered. It was so embarrassed for me to cry in public in school today=( I just could no longer withstand how my brother treated me. I don't know what the hell is he thinking. Why can't he just understand how i feel ? Why must he always be the good person and i be the bad ones? It was utterly unfair!! I was so busy that recently,i have becoming so forgetful that i forgot to lend him my popular card. I told him i was in school having class and cca til very late night but he demanded in a disrespectful way that he wanted the card immediately. He don't care what the hell i am studying and ask me to skip it.
He was so unreasonable isn't?! No matter how nicely i told him that i could not skip class,why not he buy the books other days but in the end what i got was the vulgarities from him to me. " See how nice was he?"=)

That was where i started to cry. i could do nothing at all, he did not put himself in my shoes =( Luckily i met weimei and i ask her to do me a favor by passing card to my mother as we stay around same area. I was so thankful to her otherwise i can't imagine how my brother will do to me when he saw me. ToT

Honestly speaking, sometimes i do really hate him to core but i know i cant. After all he is still my brother. I am so envy of those friends of mine who have very great sisters and brother who can share woes and weals together. .

Well, somehow i managed to make myself better by eating old deserts and practice my cello.
It was so challenging that i have to speed up fast. Sometimes, cello helps me to forget my worries=) Tomorrow want to practice during my lunch break. Haha. =)

At Home=)

2009-12-06T20:23:00.010+08:00

This picture was taken during my meeting & training for work at HQ 9a.m. - 5.30p.m. on 5th Sat . Really very long sessions! ToT But i do enjoy the whole process.These are all my colleagues! =) Boss help us take picture so she was not inside!=x

Happy Birthday my dearest Via!! As u see, on top was a xmas cake! haha. 1 stone kill 2 birds! Jk JK ~wahaha..

Chiu, Via, me ( left to right)

We took random pic! the last one was not well-taken hehe. Ps, my head too big ma! =P

I am so happy that today as i have nothing on outside and then,i have more time to concentrate on my assignments! Whee! XD
A lot of things for me to update~ have been doing my 3D Gundam the whole morning til now, i should let my HP laptop rest awhile and continue my storyline with apple mac-pro=)

Finally, my Musical Variation Performance is over! Too bad i haven't got my photos from Yi Qiu=(
I received a Sunflower in-directly from my conductor Mike Chiang!! =D He is a very nice person, one who loves apple product too =) He teaches me several things of apple mac-pro. Upcoming got Open House Performance, must learn 5 pieces less than a month=S People say is very hard to do it but i believe i can =) I wish i can speed up to complete every assignments so i can do more things!=)

MY CELLO! WHEE! XD

Maybe i should have a list of what things to be done within 2 WEEKS !

1) 3D Gundam
2) 3D Airplane
3) UCD Interiewing
4) UCD Everyday Observation
5) UCD 2 Questions &Answers
6) DMS Rumour
7) AVP on Dog Grooming
8) 5 pcs of scores to learn
9) Upcoming CO camp
10) Working & Training
11) Prepare for xmas present for everyone!

Isn't that scary? There still some of them i have't mention. I feel like i am going to be a fast superwoman now! Wahahaha.. I pray during these time wont get sick!

And of course sometime i won't forget to relax! On the 4th Friday, Me together with Dominic, Yiling,Hoshima,Sher hui meet to do school work at about evening we went to watch TWILIGHT THE NEW MOON!! I SIMPLY LOVE THE STORRRRY!! CANT WAIT TO WATCH THE 3RD EPISODE! because it just ended so suddenly.. =(

TWILIGHT MOVIE TICKETS!!=D

Nice to be alone at home to concentrate on my 3D Gundam! cos my family just went out! but i feeling hungry! aww.. =( anyway, i just changed my blog music. These 3 artpiece were my favorite ! Don't you think the songs are nice? I wish i could play my cello that well within these 3yrs.Trying to learn the vibrato part.. =S That's all for today! Whee! XD

How forgetful of me!

2009-12-02T03:08:00.004+08:00

I always seemed to have shorten memory! TOT

I forgot my password for accessing into blogger.. -_- lols.. This is not the first time. Small things such as where i put my keys i also forgot! =x

I should be sleeping by now at this time.. One reason is, i am still figuring out how to model my object =x Again, a lot of times that my work is not being saved. Another reason could be due to my jogging this late evening.

After my jogging i went to nearby cold storage to buy groceries =) I need to balance out my diet!

OMG! How come i feel so hungry at this time? Oh ya! I just remember after jogging i didn't have my dinner =( yaaaAAAWN..........

Tired Tired !! >_<

2009-11-25T23:38:00.007+08:00

Just came back home from NYP not long ago.. Everyday at this timing reach home from practice until my performance day at SINGAPORE CONFERENCE HALL this coming Saturday. I was feeling tired day by day, naturally, i neglected my assignments! =x Loads of assignments haven't started yet. My typo test sure failed due to someone teach me the wrong thing=( actually i had put the correct answer i should have trust my instincts instead of someone. What is done is already done, i also don't want to think about it anymore. Just hope for the best ! =) On my way home today, i suddenly met one of my secondary school friend, Jasmine! I missed her so much! So happy to her again and we gave each other a big hug! =D She bought an ukelele.. i also want!! Save! Save! wahaha.. We said to meet up during holidays for a Pizza perhaps a cycling trip at east coast ! =)

Actually i am really quite happy with what i have now .. but i really hate this kind of feeling where i really wished to forget those past unhappy stuffs. But why? recently it just came back out of nowhere.. It keeps disturbing my feeling , i seemed to feel so insecurity? i don't know.. perhaps it is natural to feel this way. I thought i could hold back my silent tears yesterday , i couldn't.. Honestly speaking it is really hard to forget, but i know, i am determined to erase everything just from my mind. . all i need is my courage and time ..

updating my life! =D

2009-11-13T10:13:00.018+08:00

Its been a real long time for not updating my blog due to my 'busy stuff'. Just before i go for work, i shall post everything today! =x

I think i really had tired out myself badly. Yesterday i went to see a doctor and he prescribed me 'colourful' medicine for my gastric pain. Not nice to eat at all! =( Hopefully by end of this week can recover asap as i really need more time to catch up with my assignments, upcoming performance and my work. All i need is time.. =)

ALICE & ME <3>

we went to ice 3 cafe at night as the shop only opens at late evening to night..

See the test tube there? HAHA.. inside contains alcohol. Mix with ice -cream is a very nice combination=P

we took a picture near the small little toilet! =X

CHARIS & ME <3>

We went for a shopping at Bugis street and headed to Raffles place for my awfully chocolate! =P i really love awfully chocolate!! World class No.1 ice cream. They do sell cakes but only as a whole and comes with 3 flavors. I shall buy this awful cake for my birthday! =)

ANGIE & ME<3

Gie say she wanted to buy knitted hat at Bugis street but i adviced her not to as she had quite a number of hat at home.=X She could have use the money to buy neccessities stuffs for herself. We bought the same bag together =) I got my pay last week so i bought her a cute little earrings and treat ourself nasi lemak and po piah etc.. Gie.. dont feel ps to let jie treat bcos next time we can take turn to treat =)

On the 31st October, i went to NIGHT SAFARI with SHERMAINE, JUN XIANG, HOSHIMA, ZHIJUNN & DOM=D! it was a rainy day with thunder storms . The whole atmosphere really makes it to look creepy and haunted. Haha. Poor HOSHMA! When we board the terror train, there were many scary - looking ones came out to frighten us! HOSHIMA scream the loudest.. =x i dont think its scary lo.. perhaps i am sitting in between DOM & HOSHIMA . WAHAHA===

She was so scared until she held me tightly and keep pushing to my right to DOM. Poor DOM too! =X

Scary meh?

This one should be more scary ba..=X

This one also.. Hiding along the trees..=S

You see this! DOM took this picture before we went for Terror train.. What an effect! See the picture near you will know.

Is this Tin Man? He look at me while taking pic! Hehehehehe...................

We are so funny.. because we took 'FAMILY PHOTO' with a family whom they dress so halloween !The Harry Potter so cute~

That's all pictures for now! Hopefully i will have more time for my own.. Time pass so quickly and i realised long time never had quiet time for myself. If each day have 48 hours that will be great ! So i can do things i like. But Life for now is better than to turn back! I really enjoyed this 2nd semester with my friends around.. I LOVE YOU ALL! >u<

Back to post! =x

2009-10-08T22:06:00.002+08:00

Back to my post!
Life is getting busier and i know this is the time i will live my life to the fullest! =]
I have just reached home back from work. Currently taking up Two jobs together with my Cello Class and my Design Studies. I guess i will still carry on working until i graduate.

Recently Jun Hong, my ex -classmates invited me to his birthday party chalet at Pasir Ris. Surprisingly he still remembers me=] Basically i meet jpz after my work at about evening we went together. Unfortunately, rain starts to pour and we all have to eat and drink with a wet atmosphere. Despite the bad atmospheric we were having, we enjoyed chatting about our current life. Jun Hong and Ben kept talking to me. Same goes for Yun Long , Jia Zhi, Guo Wei and Randy Zhang=]

Guys went to buy beer and volka. Majority of the guys including birthday boy got drunk! At first i thought they were joking but the moment they vomit, i knew it was not a joke.! ( -_- ) |||
Those who are clear minded together with jpz and me, took a cab from Pasir Ris send Guo Wei home . Some stayed overnight at chatlet. Overall it was a comfortable day! =]

From tomorrow officially starts my first page of 'My Life Design'. =] So much things to say but i am so tired after work and tomorrow going back to school also .. so! I am going to have my dinner now!=P Update again soon ! =]

Life

2009-09-21T14:31:00.003+08:00

If time could reversed, i wish i could make changes to my life. Sad to say i do not have the ability to get what i want. Sad to say, water could not reverse.
Life is so unpredictable. You will never know what is going to happen for the next few seconds or even the day after tomorrow. It is so scary not to know who you are. Who are you to born in this world. I wish i could know it now..

Today

2009-08-30T02:26:00.014+08:00

Belgain Chocolate.......................

Lots of chili pepper.................................

Almond Sweetheart reminds me of ..............

Cooking processed..........................................

...................................................................=P

This is my second time typing it all over again! Forgot to save it while typing. =[ This morning i went to FZD , School Of Design. Actually wanted to go with Xiang but in the end he does not feel like going and i went ahead myself. I got lost and at that time dont know why i am feeling so scared and i depend on my 'SENSE OF DIRECTION' to pull it through. At last i reached. The talk was meaningful. The studio was even more amazing! One of the rendered animation captured my heart. I stood down there trying to figure out how did he managed to do that? its like WOW~can i also be like them? Furthermore,that is the 1st year student's work. Sad thing ~ photo-taking are not allowed. Good thing is at least i learned something not physically yet mentally. I guessed i got to start saving money and buy a whole set of copic marker.=] After FZD, i went for my 1st meal of the day. Yoshinoya accompanied with belgain chocolate. I know its sinful but i just wanted to have it =] I wished he was here. When i reached home facing 6 walls , i JUST DONT FEEL LIKE DOING STUDIO PROJECT! so, i went to bed. When the sun sets, i woke up ,cooked myself a bowl of porridge and sardine fish. Thats it! i ate while watching tv show. Now start to feel hungry again~=[ AWH..

My 2nd illustration! etc..=]

2009-07-31T01:50:00.009+08:00

ORIGINAL VERSION

This is an version 2 of my illustrator work. as you can see i tried to do the exactly the same colour and drawing without cheating . I only used simple tools : colour pencils, 2b pencils and water to acheive the same results. It took me a whole day to finished it.Thou it doesn't looked perfect as the original one but i love mine! =] This had helped me to train my eyes to see colours more deeply. Mixing colours gives you another special colour. It actually depends on how we mixed it. =]

I borrowed this illustration at CCK library. Thou i haven see finish and is due by today, it is a very nice one as it gives me an rough idea to draw some of sketches that i wanted on dresses using copic marker.

Took it on the day at 12 July. Alice's Brother drove me to esplanade. Suppose to went for a concert but i met the wrong timing. So i took this picture at Spore's flyer

This is a mixture of peanut with sesame dessert i have a few days back at lot one. Inside it seemed to have an image of a lady's face so i took it down. Quite a special art. =P

Tired ~

2009-07-31T00:59:00.005+08:00

Suddenly have a cough right now~ am i going to fall sick? Why sometimes humans just cant get the things they wanted.. Simple as ABC..Everyday and night i will just hug Xiao xin or La bi just to make me sleep better.. Especially we sleeps in a air-con room. I'm not used without them being by my side every single night >_< He is very cute isn't? Haven let him bathe yet.. Haha. La bi doesnt like to take photo maybe wait til his mood get better? I dont know.

Anyway, this week got to accomplish many work until i receive a studio project around AUG. 1] IDF 3 motif + product
2] illustrator on 5 sketches with 1 final piece
3] DMS Identity
4]Story board on BLUE SKIRT

All dued by next week leh!! not kidding.

Sometimes i feel i am like a machine.. working.. schooling, celloing,YOG .etc..
I need a good rest tonight =]

Extreme Zleppy~

2009-07-26T01:52:00.002+08:00

Quite some time never touch my computer. Start to get rawwr....................
Somehow i got so busy with my life recently. Assignments keep piling up and i had not sleep for two day. T_T I got a 2days transfer at wisma atria to work, quite a nice place but VERY BUSY DURING SAT. Today when i was working, i keyed in wrong order, make wrong creations and etc.. On the way back to home, boarding the train, i actually had myself falling asleep.. over-missed CCK station and i reversed back to the station again. I guessed, i am really lacking of sleep. Right now, kind of feeling sleepy~ is there any thing i could eat to keep myself awake? because there are so much things for me to do.. Hardly had enough time for myself. I am missing someone right now.. and feel like calling but i cant..1 of the reason is, this month bill exceed 100 bucks because my house's phone spoiled already so have i had over-used it.

I guessed i got more pictures to post rather than typing because pictures explain itself. Haha. I just want to say this month i feel like an sotong. . Which indicates im as blur as this sotong. Getting shorten memory. Worse thing was, i forgot to turn off my stove again.. my food got burnt! There goes my dinner..chao ta..T_T

OH YA.. i must really get more time for my own stuffs. I have to start on my plan after i wake up from sleep tonight.=]

Tomorrow morning or late noon then post every single pictures. I wanted to SLEEP NOW~ nite nite.

Another day pass by..

2009-07-04T02:25:00.008+08:00

Today i went out with Min. At first when we reached North Point mall, there wasn't much things to see, so we went to Orchard. We went to Far East plaza bought my shoe as my favorite black shoe was spoiled.=[ So, i bought 1 at Far East Plaza. To my surprised, someone touched my back. It was YY. A pretty girl who seemed to recognize me. =] After that we moved on with lunch over at Ajisen. I ate Hokaido scallop ramen while Min ate the Ajisen ramen. Too bad i never took a picture of it as we were so hungry at that time already! Haha. As today i spent too much, i got to saved up!! T_T

Actually, we got a lot to shop and chat but the pity thing was,Min got to go work at 6 plus so we had to rush back. =[ Anyway, i enjoyed going out with her. At least could cheer me up? Thanks Min! While on the way home we took 1 picture which meant for my project. Only one that i like. I loved the effect! Also thanks to Min.=] Min's birthday is coming soon and i had promised to meet up her again! Whole day we were also talking about LV bag. Too bad, i am not LV boss. Lols..Anyway we got to took some pictures. Min don't like to show off her teeth and i know why. =]Hey, min you also looked pretty with you smiling widely with your teeth =D Speaking from the bottom from my heart =]

By the way, this pizza was made by myself where yesterday i was alone at home, feeling so hungry and there was only bread, ham and cheese so i came out with pizza=P I ate 3 of them.I am feeling so guilty because i am turning fat! Look at my face and you will see it seemed rosy. Definitely not make-up. The reason is :" too much nutrients stuff inside my cheeks" Lols.

Lols. I know the image is not very clear. It shouldn't be so nice and clear anyway.=] Alright. i got to go to my bed right now ~

Good night. Sleep tight ~ to myself!=]

YAWN~~~ =]

2009-06-30T06:14:00.007+08:00

I am supposed to wake up early in the morning for my online work yet i woke up SO LATE!
I slept at around 4plus yesterday, just because of my brother. I really hate his 'whatsoever'! Now here he goes again, kept threatening me,by offing the internet router. All i have to do is to put my ear piece so i could hear nothing at all.

Around late evening, i went to Art Friend shop on my own to buy working stuffs. I have to walk under the rain and now,i am feeling so sick. i spent about 3o bucks for my work!! Sobz..

After doing all working stuffs i went to meet Ifwat for dinner. We ate KFC which i don't actually wanted to eat. No choice, he can't eat PORK! Which he sms me he wanted PORK, just for joking. XD We chat a lot of relevant stuffs such as, back to our secondary life, his life in Ngnee Ann Poly. He joined FISHING as cca. 1 time per month. It doesn't sound interesting to me as he told me, there was no teaching skills at all. All you have to do is to wait for the fish to come or depends on luck.

After dinner, we went to roof top,which was above Lot 1 mall, for awhile. I always wanted to go up take a look but i never. I thought i could have go up with Xiang, which he told me once before, we will go up together after it was built. =[ Ifwat said, that was for couple place but what i saw were, just kids playing around.

Last venue we go was, the archade. We went in not to play rough games but, it was to catch toys!! Guess who got it 1st? I didn't know i was so lucky to catch one for myself. CLAP CLAP..! He seemed to be quite sad to go back home empty handed? At least the catching process was nice.=] Wow..time passed so fast and i realized i should go to bed now. I am so tired~~~ YAWN~~~~~sweet dreams for me.

A Bad Day

2009-06-29T00:14:00.004+08:00

Today it seems to be a bad day for me. Deep down inside my heart, why it feels so hurt? I don't know where to find a cure for it. Water keeps pouring out and it turn out to getting more and more.. Do i really have to give myself a break? I am breaking down now! Never ever feel this way before and i don't want to care!! How i wish i can really Don't care..Don't think.. Don't work.. Don't Boohoo.. Everything just shut it down at this moment.

Can i believe my own instincts? If that's the case, i should not carry on my life like this! So heart-breaking.. So tiring.. Sign... All i wanted is just a simple life. Can everything turn back to normal pace? i wished it was a nightmare, where i open up my eyes,everything is fine. You smile to me and i smile to you.

i wished tonight i could sleep a little bit longer where i don't have to wake up in the middle of the night, thinking of what i shouldn't think about. Yea.. TOMORROW IS A BRAND NEW DAY! Lots of things need to be done by tomorrow. After settling work stuffs and will be on the way to meet Ifwat. Long time never see friend~

There are so much things for me to do. Boohoo.. I shall end here with a picture of myself. Good night.

Sleepy Day

2009-06-21T23:35:00.002+08:00

Today i woke up around 12 plus, feeling quite tired but weird thing is, i did not even touch my holiday assignment yet! LOLS.. X] Via went supermarket with me to buy cooking ingredients for tomorrow's evening. [cooking for my mum, it's her birthday =] ] Am i a good girl? Haha. X]

I got backed home around 4 plus, i called Xiang to remind him about tomorrow's evening.When he picked up the phone, he sound tired? All whatever he say was, hm.hm.hm.... which means OK. i am not sure whether he got OPENED HIS EARS BIG ENOUGH to hear what i said. So, i hanged up his phone and leave him a message. I guessed he would not even remembered talking to me after he wakes up. Haha. i hope he got read my message as i do not wish to be busy tomorrow by my own. i need HELP!=P

After the call, i took a nap til 7 plus. People must be wondering why this girl love to sleep so much? In fact, i think i know why and that is because, today is my Tomato Day*. =[ After woke up, i do some house chores. I don't know why i just don't have the mood to do my holiday assignments =[ Suddenly lost enthusiam in my work. T _ T By right, i now should be at Malaysia with my parents BUT MY PASSPORT HAD EXPIRED LONG AGO..... no time to go down and get it update. I know this is an excuse. I am just too lazy to go down to queue up. =] Now listening to radio 98.7FM. i am not sure who is the artist but don't really like the rock feeling sang by him. Feel so irritated by his song. T _ T

Got to watch TV show now~ (=^o^=)

My First POST!

2009-06-20T23:12:00.002+08:00

Today, i went to my friend's house and asked him to help me with my blog. He helped me to find a nice toilet skin for my blog and the outcome is quite good? He teached me how to used the templates BUT i still don't quite understand =] Anyway, i still want to thank him for helping me setting up this blog and that is how i can post up my VERY 1ST POST T _ T

i do not like to use online diaries because i really type very slow, really slow. even though,i still would like to use this chance to improve my typing skills. As the near future i will need to use the computer to do my work. =]

Oh ya, i need to thanks 1 MORE PERSON and that is Vivian mei. She was the one who helped me with my 1st blogskin and of course what u all see now is the 2nd one. Not because i don't like the 1st one, is just that wanting to practice how to use the templates. =]

that is all for today~